Taylor Swift taught me not every guy is going to treat me right.
Greenday taught me that government’s gonna fail someday.
Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love.
Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through.
Travis taught me to be generous.
30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind.
Music taught me how to live. <3” —comment on a Paramore song on Youtube
(someone all men should learn from. I mean he did major in biochemical engineering)
The only words I can come up with to describe how I feel every time I am about to do something that I find important to me. Test, competitions, being picked up for prom.
Its nearly 2 in the morning and I can’t manage to fall asleep. Why? I have a tryout tomorrow for the PSU Equestrian Team. They said it would only last 15 minutes but the cut list wont get posted till 4 and of course I am tryout out 3 hours before that. The first to try out. So I have spent the entire day brushing up on the proper jumping stance and how to change simple leads. Then I will spend the entire morning before my tryout rebrushing up and the entire 3 hours afterwards picking out all my mistakes in my mind while I wait for the cut list to be posted.
I’ve been told I am the master at worrying too much even though I am probably more prepared than anyone else and will end up doing just fine. But I will never believe that, because if I stop worrying then I won’t spend hours brushing up, studying, visualizing and making sure everything is perfect. Without that to occupy my time…what will I do?